2005-04-19 - 10:29 p.m.
April 19th was supposed to be the day that all my conspiracy theories were supposed to come togeather but instead, my baby is in pain and the nation was not brought to its knees. Now, to the common person they will see the bigger issue as "Well I'm glad the the nation wasn't under attack!" but i not being the commom person didn't see that as the bigger issue, BRITTA IS IN PAIN! that phrase just makes me cringe. It makes me crige b/c i know that there is really nothing i can do the make the pain go away for the one i love. Baby, when i say i wish i could make the pain go away, in no way am i joking. i am in no way afraid of seeing it happen to somebody, it will bother me b/c it is happening to you. Before the Kearney concert, i had never seen you in real pain that i could have prevented or in some way was directly involved with me. i know that your tooth isnt my fault but, you are in pain, i will be also till you are healed. dont worry, it will all be better soon, thursday is only a day away.
i love you so much, dont ever get hurt again,
or i might have to hurt you,
just joking, i would never do that.
